PDD

are you prepared
to leave it all behind
a world of illusion
where we’re all blind

can you hear
the call of the void
your memetics replicating
you’re just moments
from being destroyed

there you are
standing on the edge
fuck the world
take the annihilation pledge

take it in
your last breath
suicide has become the key

public display of death

are you searching for an answer
or none at all
are you willing to be a martyr
to take the fall

now you’re staring
in the gleam of a knife
are you willing
to pay the price
cutting yourself
has become your vice

there you are with a razor
to your arm
a little deeper now
what more can it harm

take it in
your last breath
suicide has become the key

public display of death

you’re thinking about praying
looking for some hope
this is all i‘m saying
meditate on the rope

the overpass is high
cars coming quick
hundreds driving by
which one are you going to pick

take it in
your last breath
suicide has become the key

public display of death

-JG

Wolf’s hook

silvered rune
bind to me
come forth my prince
come forth my king
feast upon the roots
give praise to Hel
drink of the wisdom
from Mimir’s well
the poison waters
Aurgelmir’s blood
the bond between
Loki’s brood
feed the Wolf
the gods of yore
let the chaos
restore

-JG

When the dust has settled

i’m exhausted
that’s why i’m pissed
i have missed the times
i needed to care
but i can’t
i saw the shadow of what my
future used to look like

i’ve given lip service to death
with pain as my prayer
though i haven’t become a disciple
it still loves me more than life

i invoked pan the other night
he has been playing tricks on me
there is a fine line between
paranoia and imagination
and he has plucked mine
like an unwanted hair

when the dust has settled
and the demiurge has been abolished
i can bask in the beauty of disarray

-JG

Occult

i want to eat baphomet’s head
and wear its crown
solve et coagula
i want to sit upon the earthen throne
forged by the seven gods
the ones who decree
i am as my mother
i am as my father
i am as my nature
i am as the primary
i am as the sky
i am a fleshy prison
as it took seven gods
it shall take seven deaths
there is no part in me
that is not part of the gods
ego sum chaos

-JG